sebuah dialog - satu

Gadis kecilku, kamu sedang ngapain?

*tengok keatas*
Oh, Papa...aku sedang menunggu...

Menunggu apa?

Menunggu janjiMu digenapi.... ^^

Hmmm...emang apa janjiKu ama kamu...?

Hmm....apa ya Pa? banyak. hehe. dan semuanya bagus2...

*senyum*
Kamu yakin aku bakalan memberikan semuanya itu...

Yakin donk Pa. Bukankah janjiMu selalu Ya dan Amin.
Ruth, percaya kok...

Then, how do u know that it is my plan?

Lord Father, i will just believe... That's all i can do. believe.

Without Doubt?

Yes without doubt

Even if it seems impossible?

Yes. Even if it seems impossible. ^^ You will make all things possible, will You... :)
I love u much Lord, and will put my trust in You...

³³But seek (^[a]aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (^[b]His way of doing and being right), and then all these things ^[c]taken together will be given you besides. Mat 6:33 Amplified Bible.

A Prayer

Lord,
strengthened me
gimme courage

Sometime You asked me,
"Do u really want it to be happen?"

Yes, I do Lord

Then You asked another question,
"Will you regret it later?"

What i can reply is:
NO, I won't.
Coz, I believe, once You let Your work starts, it means that You will pour out your blessings.

Can I Lord?
Pleaseeee ^^

Amin.

ruth,
searching waiting longing for Him

alasan alasan alasan ^^

dan aku pun bertanya
kamu menjawab
aku menjawab
kamu pun bertanya

apakah setiap hal yang terjadi harus ada jawabnya?
pernah kubilang
kadang tidak
kadang iya

susahkah untuk menerima sesuatu tanpa alasan
susahkah untuk memberi sesuatu tanpa alasan

apakah butuh alasan untuk menerima
apakah butuh alasan untuk memberi

kalo emang harus ada alasan
kenapa DIA harus memberikan segalanya bagi kita yang bukan apa-apa?
kenapa DIA harus mencipta kita yang pada akirnya mendukakan hatiNya?

entahlah
kadang aku merasa
aku ga butuh alasan
i juz want to luv Him - even without any reason

^^,
ruth
still having dreams lah - even dunt want to know the reason why hehe

Kapas

sepuing..
bukan..
hanya selembar kapas..
entah apa harus disebut

tapi

ia begitu ringan
terbang
tanpa tahu arah

terbang
tanpa tahu rasa

akankah ia sampai ke tujuan
akankah ia mencapai impinya

kapas
putih
ringan
tanpa beban (is it?)
dan bebas

apakah sebuah kebebasan yang dicari
apakah sebuah keterikatan yang dicari

ketika kau belum lepas pula dari rantingmu
kau iri lihat kapas-kapas lain beterbangan

ketika tiba saatnya kau terbang
tak rela kau tinggalkan sang pohon
pemberi makanmu
pemberi teduhmu
pemberi damaimu

kau ingin kembali
kau ingin kembali
dan ingin kembali

tapi apa daya
angin selalu menghembuskan kau
ke arah yg berbeda

kapas....
dewasalah

sudah saatnya kau cari tumpuan hidupmu

terbang
terbang
dan terbanglah makin tinggi

gapai impimu
pohonmu, akan tetap disana
melahirkan kapas-kapas lain

dan doaku
suatu saat
sembari terbang meninggi
kaupun temukan tanah tuk letakkan penat

bersandar
bertumpu
bertumbuh
menjadi pohon
dan lahirkan kapas-kapas lainnya

longing to You,
ruth

Another First Time

Ehmm...have i write about first time?

cannot remember at all. hehe. But since i've got so called "so and so First Time", so i just give it title "another first time".

Today, my agenda is a bit packed.

1. Going to visit Yascho at National University Hospital (NUH).
2. Going to IKEA Alexandra Rd to buy some stuff.
3. Cycling to East Coast.

Ehmm...as i am writing,i've just realized that it is really a FIRST TIME for all activities i've done today. huehehe

1. Today is the first time i went to NUH. It such a big hospital with playing ground for kids. hehe. I went with Elly, and another 2 girls. We met at Buona Vista MRT, and continue our journey by BUS no 95A.
   After we finished our visitation. Then we went separately. I went to no 2.
2. Today is also my first time to go to IKEA. After more than 6 months living here, i have never been really going there. I was planning to go. But it never went into reality until today. :D
   From IKEA, i went home, and changed my clothes, put on my shoes and went to MRT. Then i went to no3.
3. I was so late. I didn't know that there's many people waiting for us. hoho. am sorry my friends.
   Rusi, Lina, Hendi, Yoseph, Alex, Robert, Sally, Anita and me, went cycling today. It's also my first time to cycling and go to east coast. huahaha.....

And now, my foot all are very tired. Time to sleep now. Will go to church tomorrow.

Gbu,
ruth
cape dan binung mau nulis apa benere..haha

banyak kerjaan ato ga ada kerjaan

haha...


ini lagi banyak kerjaan, tapi kalo pas banyak kerjaan gini, bawaannya nganggur.

btw, kmrn aku sempet di-'kerjain' nih ama temen kantor aku.

Selasa, sehabis mengundurkan diri, dia bilang kalo kita bakalan ada meeting hari rabu pk 12.30 dengan club2 yang lain di Punggol.

Rabu, setelah menyelesaikan printing, aku bergegas lari ke Chinatown MRT - menuju ke Punggol MRT. Perjalanan ini memakan waktu selama 26 menit. Selama perjalanan itu, aku berusaha menyelesaikan desain voucher ku. hmm...such a hardworking girl, still working at MRT ha.... ^^

Setibanya di situ, pk 11.55. Hmmm..shuttle bus ke arah MCC udah pergi keliatannya. Jadi aku dengan santainya berjalan ke arah toilet sebelum menunggu taxi di tempat penantian. *nb: kalo mau nyari taxi di punggol mrt ini agak susah. jarang banget ada yg stand by T_T*

Pas lagi berjalan ke arah taxi stand, tiba2 aku melihat mobil yg mirip shuttle ke MCC. "Wow, i am so blessed". haha, akirnya ga perlu nunggu taxi. hehe. dengan riang gembira, aku melihat jam. fiuuh, masih keburu. ntar sampe MCC jam stgh 1 kurang.

Pk 12:18. Tiba di MCC
Melihat ke arah front-desk, aku tidak menemukan sosok rekan kerjaku. Hmm, kemana dia?
Segera kuambil hp dr tasku, dan kutelp dia.

S: "Hallo, xxx, where are u?"
X: "Hallo, actually i am on my way back to the office"
S: "O..ok..so,you're on the way back to the o..off.. WAIT...what office are you meant? Is it our office at Chinatown?"
X: "Yes, i am on the way back to the office."
S: gelisah...gelisah...ditambah sedikit gemes... "Then, how's the meeting?"
X: "Oo, suddenly, it cancelled in the last minute."
S: "Then, why don't you call me to tell me that the meeting was cancelled?"
X: "Oh, yes, i forget."
X: continued.. "I thought you won't be come because you were not coming at 11."
S: "So, i though i have to go, starting from 11. Ok. Never mind. Bye. God bless"

Duhkah, kok bisa ada orang kayak dia. gebleg.
Bahkan untuk ngomong, "maaf, aku salah." itu aja ga bisa. tambah nyari alasan, "aku pikir kamu ga datang. udah jam 11 kamu belum juga muncul, jadi aku pikir kamu ga datang."

Emangnya kalo aku ga datang, aku diem2 aja. aku pasti sms kamu toh. Dasar. >:P

Akhirnya, aku langsung balik lagi, menggunakan shuttle bus yg sama, dan driver yg sama. hoho..paling pikir si sopir, "gila bener, cewek ini kurang kerjaan kali ya. jauh2 ke punggol-mcc, cmn turun 15 menit doang, liat notice board, trus kembali lagi ke punggol mrt." hahahaha...

Aku ga marah2 banget sih. Cuman kesel aja harus wasting time for 1 hour for nothing. Hmm, namae wasting time ya for nothing ya...haha..

yah, itulah sekelumit kisah hidup di spore...

duhkah spore spore....why do u have to be so complicated?

hehehehe

kalo katanya alb**t, dikerjain sebelum resign..haha



gbu all,
ruth
enjoying the working time

for my dearest(s) - in indonesian

ketika kaki tak lagi mengayun
tangan tak lagi melambai
tercekat suara tanpa teriak
bahkan mimpi tak lagi terlintas

adakah kau disana
adakah aku disitu
adakah dia disana

ketika perasaan telah akan terbang
ketika hati telah akan dikosongkan
kenapa harus ada sapa
kenapa harus ada tanya

sungguh!
aku sudah tidak punya apa-apa

tidakkah bisa kalian beri aku kebebasan?
atokah aku yg tidak dapat membebaskan kalian?

kenapa sih?
aku mau ditangkap olehnya
aku mau disenangkan olehnya
apakah itu juga salah?
kenapa kalian harus menyalahkanku disaat aku hanya bermimpi
apakah mimpi itu salah
kalo itu salah
kenapa Tuhan ajar aku tuk bermimpi

kenapa kalian begitu tidak bisanya membebaskanku?

duhkah...
aku sebel kalo kalian seperti itu!

tapi...
buat aku
^^
hidupku adalah hidupNya
so, i will live for Him alone
don't ever blame me for this.
sebel sungguh ama kalian.
i knew u luv me. but still i dont like the way you treat me.
i knew that i'm stubborn. but don't treat me like that. *see how much stubborn i am.. :D*

hmm.... however, i luv u still. hehe.
thanks for your care
thanks for still being by my side even if i shout at u. haha
thanks for still being by my side eventhough u've known how stubborn i am...hahaha
and thanks for hearing my cry
it's really a blessing for me to know u

gbu,
ruth
in the midz of meditations

impi di malam hari - menjelang subuh

kaki ini melangkah
dan seluruh tubuh mengikut

mata ini memandang
dan pikiran ini mengangan

melihat
menatap
berlari
melangkah

banyak hal
banyak perkara
mau kucapai

tapi yang bisa dilakukan
hanya satu langkah
kecil tapi berdampak
satu langkah kecil
tapi membawa kita ke langkah berikutnya

ketahui tujuan hidupmu
ketahui akhir dari hidupmu

dan hidupilah mimpimu!

SO NEEEEED U

huaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!


I do neeeeeeeeeed u so much... *need and miss my-teshuva*
I need to write

:)

actually when i open this blog, also dunno what to write.
but something make me feel very urge to write. haha.... too exagarate...

it's been a week..a full week of working. day and night.
but the project has to be done this week, at least next week ^-^

so, cheers me up!

haha...

ok de, continue to workkkkkkk ^^



gbu all,
ruth

Minang Resto near Arab St

"Where do we want to have our lunch?"

"Do we want to go to lunch? or not?"

"Hmm..off course we're going to have our lunch. Am hungry already.

"Then, where are we going?"

"No idea."

"Bugis?"

"What are we going to eat there?"

"Dunno. But sure a lot of food lah.."

Then after agreed, we went to Bugis. But off course, we still haven't decide where we are going to have our lunch there. After we arrived at Bugis MRT, then one of my friend *Tulus: not his real name*, asked us whether we want to eat padang food or not. About 5-10 minutes walking distance. So, there we go.... ^^

It was my first time, oops...sorry, 2nd time i went to Arab St. The first one was when i want to pick my ticket.
Here's the pics.... ^^

Enjoy and Gbu,

ruth




in between Minang Resto and Masjid Sultan.
from left to right: Tulus, Hendra, Lina, Me, Hendi, Handra.
photo taken by Eddi ^^




also between the Minang resto and Masjid Sultan.
from left to right: lina, hendra, cute and awesome me *hoho*, tulus, handra.
photo taken by: Hendi. Oops, where's eddi?

nb: for indonesian that like spicy padang food, here's the place. I think you must give it a try. no regrets. huahahaha....sambelnya mantap, dan jajanannya banyak dan enak2..haha.....delicious food, delicious dessert, delicious snacks.....also sell 'martabak bangka' *kalo versi Jakarta* ato 'terang bulan' *kalo versi surabaya dan sekitarnya, hehe*

Midori and ICG2

^^
Midori, has arrived at Japan now.
This is one of the photo we have together with my ICG2 friends.

Hope, someday we can travel around together. hehehe...

I think i will learn Japanese a bit then...hahaha.
Back then, when i was in Indonesia, my friend did ask me to go with them into Japanese Language Course at the Japan Embassy. But, since i was too busy *playing around, haha*, then, i never make it.

Hahaha.....

Then now, i have midori and handra that can teach me. Would u guys teach me? :D

enjoy the pic and gbu always,
ruth

After Service with ICG2

Hehe...

today, after the service, we went to Chinatown.
Having our lunch there at Smith Street, ^^


From Left to Right: Me, Vero, Hendra, Tulus, Rusi, Lina, Hendi

Then, after we had our lunch, we went to travel agents because my friend want to know about tour package.
So, we walked to Mosque Street then to Hong Lim Park.

Having a dessert. And then went to Funan.

After walking for sometime, we've finally decided to take a seat first. and having Teh Tarik and Prata. hahaha...

So, there we were. In the 4th level of Funan, having our prata and teh tarik.



From Left to Right Up: Hendi, Me, Handra
From Left to Right Bottom: Tulus, Rusi, Hendra


It's very nice to get along with u all guys.... ^^

gbu,
ruth