Friday, December 26, 2008

a new baby born

*this is winney's pic, 2 years old da jie*

huehehehe.... last night, my sisters and my mom call me for the xmas time.

They told me that my biggest sist will give birth soon. But, they still don't know when is the time.

At midnight. Suddenly a message come into my inbox. "Sudah bukaan 5". Hmm..we've all got very excited. And the one who's very excited is winney, who is "da jie" wannabe. hahaha...

My sister, nung, sms me that winney walking around out of the blue. Wow, she is very cute baby isn't she?
She is worried about my sist, which is her mom.

1.30 am (singapore time). the new baby was born. hoho....a girl..hehe
They haven't prepared any name. So, until i write this note, the baby is still a baby without a name. hahaha...

Today, out of my curiosity, i called my brother in law to congratz him.

Then i called nung, which is with my jiejie at the moment.

The baby is 3,6 kg, and 52 cm height. a bit small then her "da jie". Winney is 3,73 kg and 52 cm height *if i am not wrong :P*

I asked her about what winney do yesterday. It was very very awesome hahahaha...

It was in the hospital.

When winney saw her mother in pain, she was terrible worried about her mom. She started to walk from side to side, from corner to corner.
Nung asked her to go out from the birthing room. She agreed.

Then they were waiting outside.
That lil winney started to walk around out of the blue again. hahaha... she was walking around my sista *nung*. And then, walking back in front of the birthing room, act as she can read the word in the door. She is 2 years old anyway. haha...

Then, she was walking back to nung. Walking around nung. Walking from side to side. Walking back to to the door of the birthing room. Look up the door as she could read again. Then walking back to nung. Grab nung's rosario and have it hang in her neck. Walking around. And started to ask "Mau. Mau. Minta Mama. Mamaa....Mau Mama". She started asking about her mom.

Coz, it is not the time to give birth yet, nung brought her to her mom. Winney was sitting beside her mom's bed. And holding her mom's hand and talking to her, "Makan yang banyak ya..." *eat a lot mom*.

Hehehehe... so cute of her....i love her so much ♥-♥

Then, after a while. She slept before her sister's born. She slept in worried. But somehow, right after her sister was born, she started to smile in her slept. huehehehe...

i ♥ my winney.... anyway, Lord Jesus, thank you for your blessing this xmas time.

♥ luv U much ♥

gbu all,


Friday, December 19, 2008

First Christmas Party at Singapore

Today, err, tonight, i will have a christmas party with my cellgroup.
Hope everything is going well.

^^ I never realized that there's some problems. No one has ever talked about. And now, it started to show up.

The feeling that he/she is not feeling comfortable in the cell group.
The feeling that he/she has not been acceptable in the cell group.
And all other feelings... ^^

But i think it is a good start. So, we can just start to talk from heart to heart. And start a living like a family, that there's a space to make wrong things. ^^


Lord, i just hope that this cellgroup will grow as the family of God, and can impact to the church.


Thursday, December 04, 2008

dan tiba tiba ia menyeruak keluar....

mungkin aku terlalu capek
air mata yang sesaat tadi aku bilang tidak bisa menetes
tiba tiba turun
membasahi pipiku

aku bukan orang yang kuat
dan aku bukan orang yang tegar
aku cuma mau jadi hambaNya

hamba yang bisa dibanggakan oleh DIA

sebenernya, mungkin karena aku barusan membaca postingan lamaku.
tentang cintaku.
tiba-tiba saja aku jadi merindukan dia lagi..
tiba-tiba saja aku ingin lari ke keluargaku
tiba-tiba saja air mata itu tanpa ijin menyeruak keluar

terakhir aku menitikkan airmata untukmu
adalah ketika aku membaca komen teman2mu tentang betapa mereka masih merindukan kehadiranmu.

aku mungkin berusaha lari dari kenyataan
atau aku tidak merasakan kenyataan itu
aku tahu kamu sudah ada bersama Papa
dan aku tahu kamu bahagia

tapi aku sekarang ga tau kalo kangen kamu harus bagaimana

aku sayang kamu
sebenernya aku pengen nulis banyak tentang kamu
apa yang oc pelajari dari kehidupan seorang meme
apa yang Tuhan ijinkan oc belajar dari kehilangan meme sayang

tapi semenjak di sini, oc terlalu cape dan banyak kegiatan.
apakah supaya oc ga mikir kamu ya?

Ah, sudahlah..hehe
yang jelas..kami semua
Papa, Mama, Cece, Kohan, Olin, Adiknya Olin, Koko, Nunung, Oce, dan semua temen2nya meme, semua sayang sama meme....


i luv u sista...and i will always do... ^^


need u much

Oh , Lord Jesus

I need You so much.....
I don't know how to go through it
I surrender to You Lord


I have no wisdom
Please..gimme Your wisdom Lord

I do need You so much...

feel like i want to cry
but there's no tears drop

feel like i want to stop here
but i know i have to continue until it finished

feel like i want to run away
but i know i have to stay

feel like i want to go back to my old life
but i know i have to grow
i need to take a new step
having another faith leap

Thank You that you have sent so much angels to come to help me

Please, strengthened me more
Please, teach me to trust You more
Please, teach me to be Your servant more
Please, teach me to be Your humble servant more

in the mids of online FORMS T_T
*somebody please help me*