God provides!

Lord Jesus,

You are so great, that i have never ever imagined what You have prepared for me... ^^

Even though i knew all the theory that You are a good God, yet i still amazed on Your beautiful works...

I do love You Lord, teach me to love You more...


Amen,
ruth

pulsing

it pulses...
and still i don't know why...

Is it because of you?
Or is it because of me?

Egoist me
that make a heart of yours feel pain
that make a heart of mine feel the same

For me
I don't care about that pulse
As I walk with Him
I know that I should fear of nothing

I will walk
and walk
and walk
and walk
by my faith


luv,
ruth

So Excited

Oh God...

am so excited...
what else You have prepared for me?
what next?

am so eager to know what is in Your mind
I do really want to be by Your side

no no...

actually
All I want is to walk with You,
even if all I have to do is following behind Your back
I want to follow You all the time
all seconds I have...
I won't go if You are not walking in front of me.

Please....
Do walk in front of me
and i will Lord, follow You WHEREVER You go....

<3

luv u much,
ruth

one of my resolutions

hmm...

after thinking a while, i think i will add in one more resolution in my list of resolutions.

Change the design of my blog. It is inspired by my friend's blog here, a cute girly blog. haha. One of them said that it is becoz it's almost valentine day.

Anyway, i want to design my blog too.

Wait for the changes....


gbu,
ruth

denting berdentang

Denting berdentang
mengolah nada hingga kali ke 12
setelah itu, berhenti ia mendentang
Namun kau tak kunjung datang jua

Sua tak ingin bertemu
Karena ia takut dimadu
Apa sebenarnya yang buat kau terlambat
Telah didentingkan dentang banyak kali
Namun tak jua kau kunjung datang

Suara angin hanya tinggal hembusan
tidak terdengar riuh orang bersahut-sahutan
penanda subuh telah tiba
mungkin sebentar lagi burung kan berkicau
gantikan dendang dentingmu

sementara lonceng itu akan terus diam di tempatnya
menunggu saat nya ia mendendangkan dentingnya
kan ditunggunya dengan sabar
saat saat dentingmu harus terdengar sekali lagi

sekali lagi
dan sekali lagi
berulang-ulang

...

too messy

Hehe...

I just think that my blog is too messy.
Sometimes i wrote in English, and sometimes i wrote in Bahasa.

Haha

Am so sorry for the messy.
Just, sometimes, i cannot find the words in English.

Sometimes, it only can be expressed in Indonesian. *coz i dunno the word to express the exact feeling in mine*
hahaha

will try to write in English though

^^

anyway..
i hope, my journey, has been a blessing for you

those are my prayer

gbu,
ruth

masih ada

......Aku ingin menjadi setitik awan kecil di langit bersama mentari.....
by Ello - Masih Ada


mungkin iya
aku ingin menjadi awan
meski hanya setitik awan kecil
tapi aku ingin ada di langit
bersama mentariku

ah, hanya berharap supaya angin berpihak pada awan kecil
sehingga tak dihembuskan si awan kecil menjauh dari sang mentari

^^

you can hear the full song here.

gbu,
ruth

Lirik Lagu Sindentosca - Kepompong

Dulu kita sahabat
Teman begitu hangat
Mengalahkan sinar mentari

Dulu kita sahabat
Berteman bagai ulat
Berharap jadi kupu-kupu

Kini kita berjalan berjauh-jauhan
Kau jauhi diriku kar'na sesuatu
Mungkin ku terlalu bertindak kejauhan
Namun itu kar'na ku sayang

Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Mengubah ulat menjadi kupu-kupu
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Hal yang tak mudah berubah jadi indah
Persahabatan bagai kepompong
Maklumi teman hadapi perbedaan
Persahabatan bagai kepompong

Nanana nanana nana na

Repeat Once

Ta ra ta ra uwo

Nb: Aku ndengerin lagu ini berawal dari temanku yang suka ndengerin lagu "....persahabatan bagai kepompong..."
tapi aku jujur, ga ngerti lagu apa itu..haha..
sampe akhirnya aku pulang ke indo, nonton tipi sore2, ada film "kepompong".
Itu pertama kalinya aku denger lagu "kepompong".hoho...
lucu juga sih lagunya. akhirnya hari ini googling dan ketemulah lagunya di sini

Hope you enjoy the song!

gbu,
ruth