Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts

Friday, November 13, 2009

mi father

This could be the first time i write about my father. 
Usually, i would write about my mum instead...
Coz my mom always inspire me so much...

The way she handles my father
The way she prays for my father (and whole family off course)
The way she raises up her children (total 5 children, and all are good hahaha..including me off course)
The way she loves me
The way she loves my father...


See..even i want to write about my father, i end up writing about my mum.. ^-^ 


Anyway, my father has just been touched with God's love *again* .
He could not pray, how hard he tried.
He could not worship, how hard he tried
He could not stop hurting God and my mum's heart, how hard he tried not to



Till one day, FATHER caught him and won't let him go

He is fast too angry and speak up whatever in his mind
Thus made him always end up in trouble.


Yesterday, he had to meet people for a negotiation. (my brother just "ngunduri" other people's car, but actually not much scratch. But the person however very angry to him that ask him to pay 10 millions rupiah. This man actually didn't see his car, he was outside town)

My father cannot stand to be shouted at. He will surely talk back.

So, before the meeting, he went to a mountain of prayer.
He prayed and seek God's advice.
Before he really left, my mum called him.
And told him to keep SILENCE whatever the person talked to him!
Also, my mom told him to keep PRAYING inside his heart, thus he can stay calm while facing the pressure from others.



Usually, my father won't keep silence. He will keep speak the bad words that made the other person would angry with him more.



But this time,  when the person shouted and angry to him. He, however, managed to keep silence and prayed the prayer my mum taught him, "Lord Jesus please help me, strengthened me, help me". He said that something was keep asking him to keep silence.



later on, his face becomes very red.


And then, the person slowly become calm and asked my father, "do you have hypertension?"
my father said, "yes,  i do"
other person, "do u want to see doctor? do u want me to send u to hospital for a check up?"
my father said."no need.."

 .....................


anyway, the meeting end up with the person agreed to fix the car to my father's friend.
and it costs him only 800 thousands rupiah.(first time he asked 10 millions rupiah, remember..)



He told everything to my mum. and my mum said, "see, that's how Holy Spirit lead you."

Praise God that he want to obey the Holy Spirit that asked him to keep silence.


Anyway, 1 problem has solved. But i believe that this is only the beginning. He will surely guide my father to solve his other problems.


gbu always pa..
i <3 u much


thanks PAPA... ^-^





Monday, April 13, 2009

www.thinkfamily.sg



a great psa campaign...

...
in the end, is this small thing that you remember
the little imperfections that make them perfect for you.
so to my beautiful children, i hope one day, you too find yourselves life partners who are as beautifully imperfect as your father was to me.

♥ it much


gbu,
ruth

Friday, December 26, 2008

a new baby born


*this is winney's pic, 2 years old da jie*


huehehehe.... last night, my sisters and my mom call me for the xmas time.

They told me that my biggest sist will give birth soon. But, they still don't know when is the time.

At midnight. Suddenly a message come into my inbox. "Sudah bukaan 5". Hmm..we've all got very excited. And the one who's very excited is winney, who is "da jie" wannabe. hahaha...


My sister, nung, sms me that winney walking around out of the blue. Wow, she is very cute baby isn't she?
She is worried about my sist, which is her mom.

1.30 am (singapore time). the new baby was born. hoho....a girl..hehe
They haven't prepared any name. So, until i write this note, the baby is still a baby without a name. hahaha...


Today, out of my curiosity, i called my brother in law to congratz him.


Then i called nung, which is with my jiejie at the moment.

The baby is 3,6 kg, and 52 cm height. a bit small then her "da jie". Winney is 3,73 kg and 52 cm height *if i am not wrong :P*

I asked her about what winney do yesterday. It was very very awesome hahahaha...

It was in the hospital.

When winney saw her mother in pain, she was terrible worried about her mom. She started to walk from side to side, from corner to corner.
Nung asked her to go out from the birthing room. She agreed.

Then they were waiting outside.
That lil winney started to walk around out of the blue again. hahaha... she was walking around my sista *nung*. And then, walking back in front of the birthing room, act as she can read the word in the door. She is 2 years old anyway. haha...

Then, she was walking back to nung. Walking around nung. Walking from side to side. Walking back to to the door of the birthing room. Look up the door as she could read again. Then walking back to nung. Grab nung's rosario and have it hang in her neck. Walking around. And started to ask "Mau. Mau. Minta Mama. Mamaa....Mau Mama". She started asking about her mom.

Coz, it is not the time to give birth yet, nung brought her to her mom. Winney was sitting beside her mom's bed. And holding her mom's hand and talking to her, "Makan yang banyak ya..." *eat a lot mom*.


Hehehehe... so cute of her....i love her so much ♥-♥


Then, after a while. She slept before her sister's born. She slept in worried. But somehow, right after her sister was born, she started to smile in her slept. huehehehe...


i ♥ my winney.... anyway, Lord Jesus, thank you for your blessing this xmas time.

♥ luv U much ♥

gbu all,

sophia

Thursday, December 04, 2008

dan tiba tiba ia menyeruak keluar....

mungkin aku terlalu capek
air mata yang sesaat tadi aku bilang tidak bisa menetes
tiba tiba turun
mengalir
membasahi pipiku

aku bukan orang yang kuat
dan aku bukan orang yang tegar
aku cuma mau jadi hambaNya

hamba yang bisa dibanggakan oleh DIA

oya.
sebenernya, mungkin karena aku barusan membaca postingan lamaku.
tentang cintaku.
tiba-tiba saja aku jadi merindukan dia lagi..
tiba-tiba saja aku ingin lari ke keluargaku
tiba-tiba saja air mata itu tanpa ijin menyeruak keluar

terakhir aku menitikkan airmata untukmu
adalah ketika aku membaca komen teman2mu tentang betapa mereka masih merindukan kehadiranmu.

aku mungkin berusaha lari dari kenyataan
atau aku tidak merasakan kenyataan itu
aku tahu kamu sudah ada bersama Papa
dan aku tahu kamu bahagia

tapi aku sekarang ga tau kalo kangen kamu harus bagaimana

^^
Meme,
aku sayang kamu
sebenernya aku pengen nulis banyak tentang kamu
apa yang oc pelajari dari kehidupan seorang meme
apa yang Tuhan ijinkan oc belajar dari kehilangan meme sayang

tapi semenjak di sini, oc terlalu cape dan banyak kegiatan.
apakah supaya oc ga mikir kamu ya?

Ah, sudahlah..hehe
yang jelas..kami semua
Papa, Mama, Cece, Kohan, Olin, Adiknya Olin, Koko, Nunung, Oce, dan semua temen2nya meme, semua sayang sama meme....

:)

i luv u sista...and i will always do... ^^

ruth

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

in memoriam



bikin pas lagi di tuban sambil jaga kasir...
7-8 november 2008

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Biru Putih Berbaur

Birunya langit
Putihnya awan
Ingin aku tunjukkan keindahan ini kepadamu

Birunya air
Hijaunya alam
Ingin aku membawa mu terbang lintasi samudra

Ah, kata emang tidak pernah bisa cukup untuk mengungkapkannya
Semua rasa bercampur aduk
Antara merelakan dan kesedihan yang memuncak

Aku juga tidak tahu
Kenapa air mata ini terus menetes
Aku tidak lagi peduli pada orang di sampingku

Aku sedih
Aku sedih
Dan aku tidak tahu kenapa
Air mata itu tidak mau berhenti mengalir

Sayangku
Berbahagialah disana ya yang…
Aku sayang kamu
Dan kamu akan terus hidup di hatiku

Kini bahkan kamu dapat melihat lebih tinggi
Dan lebih tinggi
Dan lebih tinggi dari aku

Berbahagialah……

With my deepest love dedicated to my beloved sister

“Monyong, kamu dimana?”

Meme sanyong, kamu dimana?
Ociong aku disini…

Meme sanyong, kamu dimana?
Ociong aku disini

Meme sanyong, ociong ga bisa liat kamu?
Kamu dimana?
Jangan main bak delik dong.
Kan udah gede neh….

Ociong...
Ociong jangan kaget ya
Meme sekarang udah di surga
Bermain bersama Papa
Ketemu ama Tuhan Yesus

Ociong jangan sedih ya
Bilang Papa Mama, Cu Ong, San ciong, Koko ama olin, oya ko han juga
Aku sayang ama mereka
Aku sayang ama ociong juga

Aku bahagia disini
Aku mendoakan kebahagiaan kalian juga
*hug*

*percakapan antara nurani di tengah kesedihan kehilangan seorang adik yang aku kasihi*


4 November 2008 - after 2.24 pm

Cantik

Cantik…
Kamu tahu kan aku sayang kamu
Cantik
Kamu tahu kan aku pengen ketemu kamu

Aku mungkin ga bakalan bisa mengerti
Kenapa kamu harus pergi sekarang
Aku mungkin ga akan bisa paham
Kenapa semuda itu kamu meninggalkan kami

Cantik
Aku sayang kamu
Aku cinta kamu

Papa, Mama, Cece, Nung, Koko, Ko Han, wine
Semua kehilangan kamu
Dan semua mencintai kamu.

Tapi aku tahu
Papa dan Tuhan Yesus lebih sayang ama kamu
Kamu udah ada di sampingNya kan sekarang?

Papa, Yesus, aku titip cantikku ya….

Ruth, 2:24pm - 4 November 2008

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

It is not becoz the religion - it's always about HIM

apa sih yang terlintas di benakmu?
aku marah pada diriku sendiri

apa sih yang terlintas di benakmu?
kenapa aku tidak tahu

apa sih yang terlintas di benakmu?
kenapa aku tidak bisa membacanya

Apakah karena sudah lama kita tidak bersama
Apakah karena aku tidak pernah bertanya
Apakah karena aku tidak layak jadi kakakmu

Aku marah pada diriku sendiri
Bagaimana bisa aku memperlakukanmu seperti itu

Aku marah pada diriku sendiri
Bagaimana mungkin bisa aku tidak mengenalmu

PA, dunno how to start
But, i want to start it
even i have to start it from zero
i will try no matter how hard it is.

nb: it is always about someone trusting in Jesus, not only knowing Him. it's never ever about the religion. It is always about HIM. I don't want u to regret it later. Coz i know that He will use you for sure. And i won't agree for someone doesn't live in HIM....*i am stubborn for this kind of thing..so sorry*